i feel better for having left for a while. i honestly thought it was for good but i just love you all too fucking much. like, seriously, it's not even funny. i can't leave this place without feeling like i've just split myself down the middle or had a stroke or something.
anyway, i'm in the middle of moving back to my hometown at the moment so i'm closer to family, and i've got over all that shit i mentioned before. blah blah blah basically i just want to come back and start dicking...