hello sir or madam, please post here as a mark of attendance. mainly because i'm bored and i'd like to see who might be lurking around this place.

also to anyone who might know what i'm talking about: anyone remember a few years back on here when a few members kept putting forum-breaking code in their posts and fucking threads and blogs up? well i was just searching for something in the public blog history and hit this page where you can't scroll to the bottom of the page.
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NATE DID YOU TURN THAT SHIT ON AGAIN

i live in a bedsit. that means the living room, bedroom and kitchen are all the same room. the only other room i have is the bathroom. my landlady told me about two months ago that she's now selling the property and she wants me out, so since then i've been looking for accommodation.

the rent for this place is fucking sky-high (considering it's just a bedsit) so in reality this was kind of a blessing in disguise. i don't even have enough to cover food and petrol costs throughout each...

shut the fuck up

EDIT: whoops i made a miscalculation sorry!

so, a cartoon just helped me achieve spiritual nirvana. i was in another of my stupid depressed slumps watching Rick And Morty (because i fucking love all things animation) when i hear the line "Nobody exists on purpose, nobody belongs anywhere, everybody's gonna die. Come watch TV." from Morty in the episode Rixty Minutes. it hit home. none of us mean anything. we're all already dead, or at least may as well be. and that fact made me happy.

like i've said before, "life is what you...

ok sorry about making a blog about this shit but i just literally this second decided not to be such a loner fuck and re-joined FaceBook but i have no friends so if anyone wants to friend me please do

it's harder for me to find friends i might know through FB than i remember, everything has changed it's been so long since i was a member

add me if you can find me, cuz i can't. btw it might be an idea to put who you are (OWF username or something i will recognize) because...

i feel better for having left for a while. i honestly thought it was for good but i just love you all too fucking much. like, seriously, it's not even funny. i can't leave this place without feeling like i've just split myself down the middle or had a stroke or something.

anyway, i'm in the middle of moving back to my hometown at the moment so i'm closer to family, and i've got over all that shit i mentioned before. blah blah blah basically i just want to come back and start dicking...

A lots happened. I went to the police about that shit in my last blog. I moved out of that shit hole and intoa different town. And a bunch of other stuff.

I'll be knocking around for a while but eventually I'm going to fade myself out and lurk. I love these forums and everyone in them but, and I know this will sound fucking stupid, but whenever I click the link now I get painful pangs in my stomach. I swear to Christ. Too much shit has gone on and I've fucked up so many opportunities...

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